somebody end my life now

i'm taking a break from writing sarcastic posts. now don't get me wrong, i do love making 'em, but hey, sometimes we do need to show some of our soft side. like me, perhaps. yeah. i'm human too. though most of the time, i'm jaded, but i do have my sensitive side.
and to show ya'll that i'm not all meat, and that i'm not a total jerk, i've decided to let my audience see the real me...

i love butterflies...wtf? no, really!.. i mean i do love em. specially those with bright colors, and less spots. but i dislike moths. they kinda creep me out. enough with the pests.
and may i ask, anyone out there, has anyone else seen acts of valor, recently? where has honor gone? is it only a thing of the past? only a memory left by the dark ages? i sure hope not. in this place and time, we desperately need it. we need heroes. i know i do.

but then, all my heroes died.
all my angels, have sinned.

in this day and age, i am desperately searching for remnants of the line of Troile. now he's a hero. he lived in a time where men have died for lesser insults. where men respected honor, and were led by valor. men.. who rejected the idea of the Gehenna altogether and formed the inner circle, who, in turn, searched for Golconda.
enough about history.

love. oh yeah. i can love. i mean, i have loved. more than once. and heck, i have lost too. many times. everbody does. but hey, i used to think i've had the worst luck when it comes to love but, i've come to know a lot of people who's totally had it. i knew somebody who has totally flipped out coz of love. and i also knew somebody who got himself perished cause some insane girl couldn't do with just one man. it's an amazing thing, love. it can either win an entire battle, or, within a moment's time, end a dynasty. yup. true, true.

okay i'm done. i've gone all soft and shit.
and what the hell is this?! omigod! tears on my cheeks..oh crap, i'm cryin'!!!